I’m pretty down. I was actually pretty excited for this weekend for a while, I was going to see a friend in Seattle. But then I wanted to bring this other friend, one that I’ve had feelings for for a long time. But the friend I have feelings for is in tri-cites, but said that he would come home today so we could go to Seattle. My friend from Seattle, said that basically all he wanted to do was have sex with me and I didn’t want that…I wanted to spend time with both of my friends in a city I love. But the one friend in Seattle said I should spend the long weekend with the boy I have feelings for, which I would do and be happy with that, I was going to and then possibly take him to see a show in Ellensburg with my friend Natalie in it and make a huge adventure out of it. Sounds fun, right? So i got up this morning and then I text him…”Are you coming home today?” Hoping for a happy yes and we are going to have fun in Seattle reaction. My phone buzzes… “No, I am not” My heart sinks in my chest. I don’t want to go to Seattle without him because that’s why I want to go, he’s never been. But he’s not coming…. “Ok”…”have fun” I say. He replies “I will…Enjoy hanging out in Seattle” I reply “I’m not in Seattle, I was going to go with you. but since you aren’t coming home I’m not going. Have fun” He says “Why not go?” And then I tell him the story of how my friend wanted to have sex with me and I don’t want it. I wanted to spend quality time with him. I wanted to share my hometown with him. I wanted to see him. I wanted to be with HIM. But he just didn’t get that and he is off in tri-cites having sex with every boy he sees for all I know. I’m down, I’m sad, but I’m also angry and upset. I feel like I chose him because it was the thing that my heart and head told me to do, the one of few times they spoke in unison and then he just dropped me like it was nothing. So I’m hurt and I feel beyond stupid. After I send that text I don’t hear from him. So right now I don’t know if I could see him, because I’d probably slap him and start crying. I will tell you my lovely followers that I am getting tired of playing second fiddle to everything, becasue today I felt so down that I cried myself to sleep and missed opportunities to hang out with people that actually wanted to spend time with me. Life is a huge futtercluck, and I’m just tired of getting screwed by karma, the universe, God, whatever you believe in. I just want someone to look at me the same way I look at them. I know there are people out there that do look at me like I am this perfect person and that I can’t do any wrong and all that. I really wish they wouldn’t. I am a flawed human being, and this guy I thought he saw my faults and still cared, but I don’t know if he actually gets it. This is today, but there is always tomorrow. Forever inbetween Point A and Point B…
the pizza guy’s confusion makes this video so brilliant
oh my god
oh my god
slowly making my dream of breaking out into a musical number come true
bless this
bless everyone involved
Pizza guys face: “Dafuck……Wait where’s my money bitch?”
There are some people that I swear are friends with all of my friends or are apart of groups that I am apart of that think it is their duty to like and comment on everything. I’m like Oh My Fucking God, there is a reason why I’m not friends with you. You are a fucking troll and you just are not classy at all. This guy in a group I’m apart of is drunk and taking care of this girl, I’m like oh hunny get off facebook. He then goes and tells the group (which is prodomity gay men) that he is drunk and horny. I kinda lol’d, and was tempted to be like you need to get off facebook and go watch porn or something. But no, this troll steps in front of me and says drop the girl and get on grindr (For Ya’ll that don’t know Grindr is a gay man finder often used to find a hook up buddy, or if you want to be classy and just use it to find new gay friends). I was like, “Really Troll? telling a drunk gay guy that doesn’t even know what grindr is to use it” Way to be super classy. I think what the guy was going for was for someone to come over and not only help take care of the girl, but him as well. He’s drunk and drunkies need to be taken care of. But this Troll face, which is also creeping on all of my friends (not only the drunk guy), is like commenting on everything and thinking he is funny. I want to seriously punch him in the face. He’s super annoying and is just plain creepy. GOD!!!! I’m sorry I just needed to vent that.
AnonymousI would rather them tell me. I hate being in the dark about things.
This is amazing, and the funny thing is that My brother and me have a similar relationship, if we think the other is being treated unfairly we are right there to back each other up. He is my little brother, but he has been a big supporter of me ever since I came out. I love that little guy, he is my one and only brother and I love him. This is for you bro. I’ll always have your back.
jesus minaj. all time best ever.
No wonder I can’t sing along with her songs, they aren’t real words in the first place…
